*gets insulted* Nah I don’t care, my mom has said worse to me.
Sometimes I wonder what my purpose in life is. Why do I have to keep on living and who am I fighting for? But whenever I thought of this, I just remind myself that there are sick people especially cancer patients willing to go through worse just for another chance. Maybe they can see something that I’ve blinded myself to. Maybe, there’s more into life
Today I am happy. Today I am satisfied with the way things work. And tomorrow, I may not be as happy as I am today, and tomorrow, things may break into pieces yet again — but at least today I own this: Happiness. Fleeting, always, but happiness nonetheless. So I am not going to control this. I am not going to question whether or not I deserve to have it. Today I am happy. Today I’d let myself be.
Do you ever feel like someone doesn’t want to be friends with you anymore? They don’t have to say anything, you just know. They talk to other people more than you, take hours to reply to your texts instead of minutes, constantly make plans with other people and hardly ask you to hang out. All along you know it isn’t gonna end well but you still have that sliver of hope. And that one day, they ignore you completely. And you know, you finally have to accept, you were right.